so many things going on

I like this picture. It kind of describes me. I always think of myself as an early adopter, an innovator, an implementor. I am definitely not big on finishing. From the laundry list of tasks that I have, and projects I have thought up only about 10% ever see the light of day.
Is this a technology thing? Is my need to gather and process information so strong that I actually don’t get anywhere. I research and learn, but rarely actually put things into gear.
Or is this some kind of fear. Fear of doing something wrong. Or just plain ol’ fear of failure?
I read, I think, I blog….. what next? I act. Oh yeah, actually do something.
I have spent most of this week looking through and organising all my lecture notes and hand-outs (all paper), from my year of teacher training. I started to wonder whether I had forgotten more then I actually know!!! Even by doing this, clearing some space in my house, has led me into finding material that I want to explore and blog about.
Overall I think the biggest reason why I personally am not implementing as much as I would like to do, is by asking myself these questions.
Where do I get the time?
How much effort does this involve?
What is the benefit to me/pupils?
Nearly always there is a negative response to one of those questions. I have not time, it is not doo-able. It will not help me/pupils.
Truth is, I probably need to spend less time questioning myself and more time doing. As Bruce Lee once questioned (and I paraphrase):
“Stumbling block? Or stepping stone? What is the difference?”
3,2,1 go.
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